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"Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear - not absence of fear."
~ Mark Twain

Here's my version

"Being positive is learning to live with the negative or even the darker

side of oneself - not the absence or ignorance of the monster within one's

mind." ~ Lee, M.T.


I love the feeling of fear, eversince my days in the Academy. Fear makes me

tough, helps me to keep myself together under any situation. So do I love

the howling monster which being bonded in the most filthy corner of my

brain.


Bless those who reminds me the existence of such beast, which dwells in the

dungeon; the dungeon where all my lust, desires and ambitions being held

as prisoners. It is the existence of such sin, such lewdness within my head

that makes me human.